To Disappear

All I would like is to disappear
not because I am in pain, or am discontent
but because I cannot last another year
and wish I had used my time better spent

I would like some time
some time to do what pleases myself
a place that I can call mine
where happiness is my wealth

Ah the joy that would amount from such a luxury
being able to do what please me most
just for a while all my sorrows I could bury
and along a sea of contentedness I would coast

Maybe that day will come, but not soon
and perhaps it will last longer than an afternoon
perhaps in time I will get my time of peace
but for now I will find happiness in the little things at least