Falling

I am falling

Yet still have not hit the ground

I am falling

But have heard no crashing sound

As I am falling

I feel the air ripping at my being

As I am falling

Only darkness I am seeing

As I fall

I wish to know why this is

As I fall

All I want is for the darkness to dismiss

I want to finish and hit the ground

I want to finish and know what is around

I want to stop and crash

I want to stop and see light in a sudden flash

I do not care if I don't get up

I do not care if I lay there for days

I do not care, I have had enough

I do not care, I have lost my ways

I care that I stop falling

I care that I can feel something

I care that darkness is gone

I care that I stop falling

What I Wanted It To Be.

Let us sit still for a while
Let us sit and listen and wait
Because my heart is flooded by guile
And I feel as if my love is late

I do not want to speak
I don't want to touch
It is not affection I seek
I have been feeling too much

In the darkness let us sit
In the darkness we will make no sound
And stay there till we see fit
Because thank God it is just us around

Do not let sound break this
Do not let touch impose
Our silent love I miss
I don't know where it goes

Stop the sound
Stop the words
Stop the touch
Stop it all

Let the silence be, let our hearts be still, and don't let me leave without love.