What is this I feel?
No wants, no desire
this is to good to be real
could this be something of conspire?
The hole that I felt is gone
the one that has been there for so long
it is filled yet nothing has changed
not a person nor gained so this seems so strange
I no longer feel alone
yet I am the same as before
it is as if now truly I am home
so what has opened this magnificent door?
What has caused this sudden breaking of fear?
I do not think anything has changed here
no, no nothing has changed around me
and yet there is a new happiness I see
Could it be that my heart has changed?
that suddenly I have all I need to be full
but this thought seems so deranged
and yet I am in an amazing lull
It must be an internal understanding
a knowing that I will not be left alone standing
I will not be alone
because something inside has grown
